Thursday, December 16, 2010

Double 'Yeay!'

"Yeay!" suddenly i'm feel really happy in the middle of the nite. Hihihi!
I'm packing my suitcase to get ready to go to Cherating tomorrow, I suddenly found a khakis trousers that i'm bought during the preparation of Eid last year. Actually, the trousers were bought with the wrong size (smaller), but because I felt it was very stylish pants, i'm keep it until now. But, when i'm just found it, to assume that the trousers are still not can't fit my size, I tried it again....and *tadaaaaa~~~* it just fit me well!

Hahaha...i did realize that i'm just lose another 2kgs along this month, but i didn't assume that i'll able to fit that pants because it's 4inches smaller than my regular size.
Hmm..i'm wondering how did i get to lose another weight along this month, then i realize that i'm always skipping my dinner recently because of i'm too tired to drop by to anywhere on my way back from the office to buy some dinner. But...warning!! don't try this at home because this is not a diet program. hihi! This things really made me sleeps well tonite even though i did realize that my weight was always like a 'yo-yo'..easy to lose and much easier to gain another fatss! Hihihi!~

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Went Well

Finally it's over. The most tiring period had just ended with all the trophies awarded to the winner this morning at the Innovation Day of Public Service Department today.
Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly, go with the flow. No technical faulties (if there was, we managed to get controlled of it...hihi!)

And as the 'back-stage' crew, the big responsiblities to controlled all the technical aspects, i was very nervous at first, because this time, i'm not doing it as a side-kick, but this year, the major responsibility turns to me. *pheww*

With the best 'conti-room' team (sound, lighting, slides, live feed, camera), this is my best moments of the year. Even though this time i can't line-up with my choir team for the performance, but i did really proud sitting upstair of the auditorium, looking for the croud cheering for what i'm controlling to, THE STAGE. Credited to Mr.Boss (new boss actually) that really been cool along the events. LIKE THIS!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Rest In Peace

Hahaha! Statement berani mati kan tajuk entry tu.
It's nothing about the forever rest in peace meaning. I'm just feels a bit of rejuvanated after taking a long refreshing shower and rest this evening. Last day (Saturday) i'm going to the office to completed some more office task and preparation for the big event next Tuesday,'s really tiring and high tense task regarding to fulfills the top managements demands. But,'s 60% completed. Just for final touch-up and reheasal on next Monday.
Sometimes i did feels it's really a hard by doing multi-tasks in one shoot, but at the same time i did feels it was so challengging, yet fun, futhermore, i'm putting some benchmarking on my own resume.

And's time to relax and sit back, watching some DVDs. Hmm...which movie that i'm going to starts with? "Musics&Lyrics" again?? Hehehe... That movie still was my most favs since i'm watching it a few years ago. OK..that's all for now. Salam. 

Friday, December 10, 2010

Upgrading Boyfriend Version 5.0 to Husband 1.0

This 'troubleshoot e-mail' was received from one of my collegues past weeks ago, and it's still been one of my favourites. This joke was so simple, but full of 'tips & tricks' to those whom so called 'husband&wife'.
By using some 'computer language', this short and simple words was so creative yet innovative! LOL! (i've been so innovative-obsess since past few weeks due to the my department's Innovation Day next week!) ^wink^

Upgrade Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the
overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as EPL 5.0, NBA 3.0 and ESPN 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these
problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Desperate Housewife

Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind; Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an
operating system. Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1.
Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files. and also may invites some NewBranch.jpeg spam.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Tears on New Year's Eve.

Peace Upon All of You...

Touched. Some of my tears just dropped along this evening. It's not about me.
It's all about the time. Times goes by, and now, we're moving forward to the new year, new phase of our lives.

My first tears dropped while i was rides back from my office to my home. Looking for the final sunsets of the year 1431 Hijr slowly faded to the new 1432 Hijr first night. It was the most beautiful and enchanted sunsets i've seen past days since there were rainy and cloudy eve everydays. It's really touched me so very much while think something; sometimes we did never realize that times flies on each seconds of our breaths. Some of us (including me) were so engrossed (similar to careless) with the worldly than the hereafter life.

The other tears just dropped while i was watched one of the Malay drama ( what? hehehe!) last night, if i'm not mistaken with the title "Dakwah Hijrah" on TV3. first i'm just assumed it as similar as typical Malay drama, but i dunno, the main line of this drama was about the dakwah via social medium, and it's focused on how to attract youngster via thier passion (music). Although this was not the best drama (with religious topic) i've ever seen, but it's really touched me, since music itself was also my passion.

Even though i'm not a truely musician, but sometimes music makes me feels more better than anything. Before this, i was so synical about the religious or spiritual music theme and all the things in my head just 'religious music equal to nasheed' and so on. But, year after years, i did realize that all mediums may also becomes the way to spread the dakwah. And now, after the 'Maher-Zain-tsunami', i did love all the spiritual and religious genres coz it's really makes me more 'alert' hence makes me feels better, in any situation of moods! :-)

I'm not so pious or devouted, but as a human, i'm taking it step by steps. InshaAllah.

And, as always, when i'm talking...i really mean it.

Have a good year ahead, may Allah always blessing us.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432Hijr.



Sunday, December 5, 2010

Kerana 20sen...

*This awakening story was received from one of the forwarded emails i had received. It's was so beautiful, yet did made us think something twice or many times to do something, even though it looked like so simple.
*I didn't knew the right  source(s) of this story, but if some of u did knew it, just let me know.OK.


Ini adalah sebuah cerita yang boleh kita ambil sebagai tauladan. Jika tidak keberatan, jom baca.

Beberapa tahun dahulu, ada seorang Imam yang berasal dari Thailand telah dipanggil ke Malaysia untuk menjadi Imam tetap di sebuah masjid di Malaysia. Telah menjadi kebiasaan baginya menaiki bas untuk pergi ke masjid. Pada suatu hari, selepas Imam membayar tambang dan duduk di dalam bas, dia tersedar yang pemandu bas tersebut (bukan Islam) telah memulangkan wang baki yang lebih daripada sepatutnya sebanyak 20 sen.

Sepanjang perjalanan Imam memikirkan tentang wang 20 sen tersebut. “Perlukah aku memulangkan 20 sen ni?” Imam bertanya kepada dirinya. “Ah… syarikat bas ni dah kaya… setakat 20 sen ni… nak beli tosei pun tak cukup,” kata Imam.

Apabila tiba di hadapan masjid, Imam menekan loceng dan bas tersebut pun berhenti. Ketika Imam ingin turun sahaja daripada bas, tiba-tiba seakan-akan dirinya secara automatik berhenti dan berpaling ke arah pemandu bas sambil memulangkan wang 20 sen. “Tadi kamu beri saya wang baki terlebih 20sen,” kata Imam kepada pemandu bas.

“Ohhh…!!! Terima kasih!!! Kenapa awak pulangkan 20 sen ni… kan sedikit je nilainya,” kata pemandu bas. Imam menjawab, “Wang tersebut bukan milik saya, sebagai seorang muslim saya wajib berlaku jujur.” Pemandu bas tersenyum, dan berkata, “Sebenarnya saya sengaja memberi wang baki yang lebih sebanyak 20 sen ni, saya nak uji kejujuran kamu wahai Imam. Saya sudah berkali-kali berfikir untuk memeluk Islam.”

Imam turun dari bas dan seluruh jasadnya menggigil dan kesejukan. Imam berdoa sambil menadah tangan, “Astaghfirullah!!! Ampunkan daku Ya Allah… Aku hampir-hampir menjual harga sebuah Iman dengan 20 sen!!!

Sahabat-sahabatku sekalian… Apa yang anda dapat daripada peristiwa di atas? Ingatlah… Kita mungkin tidak melihat dan tahu kesan tindakan kita terhadap orang lain. Kadang-kadang manusia akan menganggap kita sebagai ‘tingkap’ untuk melihat ke dalam dunia Islam.

Sesungguhnya pada diri Rasulullah s.a.w. itu terdapat contoh teladan yang baik.


Friday, December 3, 2010

Blog oh Blog !!

Hmm....see...see.....when Ben's blog header dah bertempek kat sini, mean that this is one of his creative and unique way of his blogging styles. Ok..ayuh kita menjawab soalan2 wajib dari segmen "Blog oh Blog!" ni.

Usia saya berblog ..

Hmm...baru je...belum setahun pun lagi. It was started on March 2010 with my first entry yg agak kelakar..(sebab x tau nk tulis apa, org berblog, kita pun nk join..)

Sapa mempengaruhi saya untuk membuat blog

Nobody. But saya mula tertarik untuk berblog bila sometimes kawan2 memforwardkan email2 yang menarik yang dipetik2 dari blog2 yang lain, dan dari situ mulanya minat untuk menulis blog.

Perkara pertama yang timbul dalam kepala bila saya mendengar perkataan "blog"

"idea"..; sebab dari idea lah datang inspirasi kita untuk menulis dan membebel di blog tu. Sometimes, too many things yang kita fikir dalam satu2 masa, dan x sempat nk luahkan secara oral, so, the best way is via blogs!

Mereka yang menjadi sumber inspirasi saya dalam dunia blog ..

buat masa ni, frankly speaking enche Ben Ashaari kita la. hehe! bukan nk jet, but it's true, his blog was one of the first few blogs yang i adore dengan cara penulisannya yang simple & boleh dikatakan
"it's nothing, but there's something!"
Selain tu blogger2 lain mcm abg Mat Gebu, KakChik, Borak Kosong, dll~ yang otai2 ni.

Bagaimana anda nak terangkan mengenai blog pada rakan saya yang buta IT

Hmm..pernah juga berhadapan dengan situasi itu, saya just bagitau yang dunia blog ni macam kita punya catatan peribadi, kongsi2 info, release tension,...and so on.

Dalam 100 patah perkataan , Apakah blog mampu mempengaruhi kehidupan seharian anda ?

100? Baeklah cikgu Ben; (kesalahan grammar x kira kan? LOL!)
Pada pendapatan saya, penulisan blog ini merupakan salah satu cara untuk saya melepaskan something yang kadang-kadang kita rasa nak cakap, tapi tak tahu dengan, daripada kita duk membebel sorang-sorang, maka menulis blog adalah the best way. Tapi saya sentiasa beringat dengan pesanan salah seorang akak kat ofis saya ni yang kata kalau nk menulis tu, jangan la menulis dengan emosi, tulislah dengan hati, ewahh! kemain sopan kan. Tapi betul lah, bila kita menulis dengan hati, penulisan kita pun akan 'kelihatan' ikhlas, walaupun kita tengah marah ke, tetap nampak beretika dan rasional. (erkk..dah cukup 100 ke? jap nk lagi~) Kesimpulannya, (wah...kata kau!) kadang-kadang akan mempengaruhi kehidupan seharian saya jika yang niat dan matlamat kita nak sampaikan dan terima sesuatu penulisan itu dengan cara yang betul. Ingat..matlamat tidak menghalalkan cara~! Haha!

p/s : thanks bro!

more and more responsibility...

It's been a few days since my last entry. Recently i don't have so many times to updated this wall, it's all about my hectic time at the office. But, frankly speaking, i'm not hesitate and feels bored with now i'm really posted to do something that i'm really loves to....designing...

From the past 2 month i'm just unofficially being the graphic designer to my unit, due to the load of designing tasks that really need to deal with the datelines. Of coz we got our own designers in my department, but as the task was so really a.s.a.p terms, so at the end my boss and me just discussed it the projects and the designs faced to faced.

And at this moment, we are planning for the end of year big events for our department (Innovations Day) and this was really a challenge, yet an opportunities for me to show my capability to conducts the task. This challanges quite tough for me coz i need to monitoring the graphic designs for the posters, prentations slides, montages, the auditorium's layout plans, the interior decorations and so on. It's all about the INNOVATION and TRANSFORMATION. Grrrr...ketar seh!

But, these things doesn't bothered me at all coz i really enjoyed to do this even though it's really tough to deal with so very much of people's personals. :-)

Plus, this month, i've got another outstation's job, (it's not really outstations, i always called it as the vacations! LOL!). After the fun Pangkor trip, this month i'm going to the;
Cherating : for the Innovation Plans and Strategies Course (Dec 16th - 18th)
Langkawi : for the Vocal Tranning and Skills Class (my Choir's crews activities) (Dec 28th-30th)

It's fun isn't it? hehehe...hence, not much stress day for me~!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Missing Car..

Attention to all my friends; just to ask for your kindly favour,

One of my friend Nurazam Shamsuddin just lost his car at Salak South, recently last nite,

So, if any of u did seen Black Proton Savvy, JKN 3424, please immediately do inform me or any nearby police station/patrol.

Thanks for your kind noted on this short msg.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

misteri kehilangan...

What so mystery?? NOTHING! LOL!
Just want to share some photos that will solve the mystery of my 'missing-in-action' past few days! Hehe!

Date : November 22nd -25th 2010
Location : Teluk Dalam Resort, Pangkor Island, Perak. 
Mission : Outstation - Teambuilding Course for JPA's Officers (BKP Division)

hehehe..nothing much to say...the conclusions; IT'S REALLY FUN!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Sakit Tungking! LOL!

"Muscle pain!! Woke up in the middle of the nite..tried to stretch back all the muscles yang sudah cramps due to the happening outdoor activities at Pangkor last three days!" stated on my FB wall today! hahahaha! last, all of us was arrived at the office (Putrajaya) from Pangkor Island by 2015 hours last nite. It's really the happening course ever...hahaha.. All of us includeds the secretariats was so sporting and friendly. The three days course, "Teambuilding Courses for BKP's Officers" was so awesome! All the activities was held outdoors, such as jungle trekking, water rafting, flying fox, repeillling, and another physical, managements & IQ games..and ended up with the fun & interesting visits around the island.
I'll posted all the story-mories about the course soon..and now..time to get back to sleep...coz i still to get to the office by this morning..(arrghhh....muscle pain!!)

Last moments captured before leaving the island... :-)

Friday, November 19, 2010

telenovela ke?

hmmm...pagi2 aku dah ketat (meminjam frasa favourite Mat gebu).
Cerita yang lepas bersambung lagi.
Dah macam spanish telenovela @ sinetron indonesia pulak. LOL! Penat lah...

After a fews incidents yang melibatkan salah guna social medium, i've just made up my mind to brings all the matters by using the
black&white of those cases.

Hated the stalkers,tiba2 je aku terlibat dlm kancah rumah tangga org lain.Takkanlah each time nak upload picts kat FB pun kena letak watermark dekat setiap keping..hatta pic daun sekalipun...lotih jang oii...apahal plak pergi "save as picture" masuk dlm hp la...lappy la..then bila dah kantoi, tiba2 je aku jadik pelakon undangan dalam drama tu kan. With no point tiba2 aku kena interrogation in the middle of the night....again! What The Funny??!!!

Stalkers &... plagiators, go away please..or else hadaplah dengan Communications and Multimedia Act 1998.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 worries!

Suddently my mood to celebrate this feast day was interrupted by a call from a so-called mis-understood person that claim his wife was already falls in love with me. LOL! I was really shocked to hear that and so, with no doubt I called him back to ask and explained the truth that i was never knew personally the women, and cleared all the matters with loudspeaker switch on to make sure that all his family and his wife listen to me.
Hmm...that's really funny moments when finally he did calm down and said that was not my mistakes at all. In the name of the almighty Allah SWT, i never falls, a bit of feelings towards that woman, she's just my past years friends whom I didn't knew personally or even met her since I was form 2! And funny things is, how did she dare to claims to his hubby that she was falls for me! Totally insane! What the funny!! Everythings was cleared now,and please don't disturb me again if u doesn't knew how to interpreted this relationship to your hubby, and dont drag me into the middle of your crisis. Learn the word empathy and sympathy.OK. To the cool hubby, thanks for understood my explainations.

Don't worry man, she's not the one for me!

silent AidilAdha

"Qurban.." that was a word for me today. Yup..! I do feels a bit alone today because i'm not having a chance to go back to my hometown at Segamat this time. It's OK. Even though do feels some melancholic time over here, but there's some friends that didn't back to thier hometown on this Eid.

OK..let us forget the sorrow! Today, InshaAllah i'll be hanging out with some of my collegues yang sama-sama tak balik beraya di kampung. Our target was our music teacher's home at Cheras Selatan...hihihi!
Hmm...should we do come with baju Melayu?? Erm...may be i'm not wearing it because after that we're gonna go to some places in Putrajaya area to do some shoots! Hahahaha..kerja gila..orang pergi beraya kami semua bantai photoshoot plak.. Furthermore, my baju Melayu still at the laundry shop, i've just send it last Friday for the dry-cleaned job..forgot to pick it up last Monday! LOL!

So, just sharing for caring, those were fews of my photos of Baju Melayu...and i'm proud to wore it, coz it's RED..hahahaa..(i really do loves if you guys want to but me a gift, that is the colour...LOL!)

in front of the Auditorium
with one of the singer's collegues in our team

LOL! performing for the VIPs' Raya's Lunch Celebrations

With our artist's manager, Kak Syiha yg sangat COOL!
With Abg. Razali Bunga Tanjung, the famous Kelantanese artist in my dept. (don't ask me how did he gets that classical name...LOL!)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Salam AidilAdha!

Salam AidilAdha kepada semua Muslimin dan Muslimat FBies sekalian!

Dikesempatan ini, marilah kita sama2 mendoakan agar sahabat2, saudara2, adik-beradik, atau pun parents2 yg pergi menunaikan ibadat Haji di Mekah, agar selamat pergi dan kembali, serta semoga mendapat Haji yang mabrur...InshaAllah.

Just sharing for caring;

"Daging dan darah binatang korban itu tidak sekali-kali sampai kepada Allah, tetapi yang sampai kepada-Nya ialah ketakwaan kamu. Demikianlah Ia memudahkan binatang itu bagi kamu, supaya kamu mengagungkan Allah atas apa yang Dia beri petunjuk kepada kamu. Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira kepada orang yang melakukan kebaikan.” (Surah Al-Haj, ayat 37) - credit to my x-schoolmate Syed Hanafie @ Pak Ustaz Syed yg post surah ni kat FB dia.

Sekadar blogwalking;

1. Mari kita lihat resepi terkini yg telah membuatkan saya merasa ketat akan kuih-muih yang dibikin oleh abg (lepas ni kena panggil ayah..opsss..) Mat Gebu >> di sini

2. Resepi Mee Sanggul yang tiba2 ter'craving plak oleh wife sifoo fotografi saya, En.Tolahah >> di sini

3. En.Shahhazrin yang telah meng'hapdet' blog (dengan domain baru katanya...) >> di sini

4. Kak Chik @ nama glamernya Ella dengan gambar rayanya yg vouge >> di sini

5. dan...haa..nasib baik saya x depressed sampai jadik camni semalam >> di sini.

Renungkan & Selamat Beramal....ewahh!

p/s : Abg.Mat..nnt wat resepi yg xde seafood allergic..LOL!

Sleep Well~

"hmm...." Short but simple action that showed my feelings right now. I feel better now, after the most hectic and depressed weeks/days i had faced today. Whole the day i was spending my time to blogwalked around various types, styles, and words of blogs. Some of them was cheering me up, and makes me laughed like hell. LOL. While updating my status on my FB accnt, i was also been cheered up by a bunch of my friends with all the jokes and tells. I'm just remembered one quotes that i read online (forgot the writer's name! Sorry!) says that;

" Todays electronics communications becomes more effective, modern and smart...but, the communications between two persons, personally, face to faced, was put more trust and honesty"

It's true, i agreed with that words, but; for me, after what i'm faced today...even though some of them was just met with me virtually, but...the point is, i can feels the sincerelitiy of thier words towards me. Some of the, even raise my minds up, and did gives me some motivational courages through thier comments/posts/entries.

Enough. I'm OK now, i feel good~! (sambil humming2 lagu tu dlm hati..LOL!)

So, tomorrow....i just thought to get some pampering day for myself...hehehe! Gives myself a rewards...! Yeay! On the list;

1. Baskin Robbins ~hmm yummy!
2. McFlurry Oreo / Cornetto
3. Secret Recipe Chocolatte Indulgence Cake - 2slices pls!
4. Arcade gamesss! yeaahhhhh!

So....sleeping time~~~lalalalalalala....

Monday, November 15, 2010


"Najeeb Abdullah Depressed. Need to be alone at this moment ; there too much things to be thinks of."

That's my FB status that i've just posted early in this morning.
It's nothing or nobody was wrong....just i don't know why i'm feel so depressed this lately.
Too many things that clouding up my mind recently...."sigh..!~~"

I'm not going to the office this morning. Just may be drop by there this afternoon to have the trainning session for some new songs for my choir's team....('s CHOIR).

So, usually,...these stuffs was what i'm always doing when i'm depressed; let's check it out!!!!

1. Listening to the music
- do makes me more relax. Any genres.

2. Chocolatte cake
- esp. with muddy choco topping....hmm..yummy...gonna get it by this noon.

3. Singing, jamming - with my lovely keyboard..yg dah agak uzur kondisinya.

4. PHOTOGRAPHY....of course. Have a date with my bubly baby cammy...hmm... <3

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Wow! COOL~

Perghh! Memang style-lah cara otai blogger BEN ASHAARI  promote blog2 yang baru berbenih bertunas macam blog saya ni. (kat sini)
Even though i've never tought that there are somebody want to read all my entries, because, frankly spaeking, the 1st reason that i'm created this blog are just to expressing what i'm feel at that/this moments. Hihihi!

But it's really COOL..just satu entri yang berlink2, tiba2 je traffic yg malu2 nak timbul tu terus mencanak naik. hehehe!

The sources pun tiba2 datang dr blog2 yang agak otai.

Thanks ye. Walaupun saya ni langsung x tahu apa benda yang korang traffic2 and link2 tu.., but i will do to learn all that 'things'. Sama-sama membantu katanya.....

Kepada yang sudi singgah..ada yang guling2 lagi kat rumah bujang yang bersepah dengan kaler ni...hehe...!


Hehehe..sebagai menyahut cabaran otai Blogger ; BEN ASHAARI kat entri dia :

maka, terciptalah entri baru ni dalam masa 5 minit.

Hello All..!
I'm not so into bloggers, i'm just a typical writers yang saja2 nak menjengah dunia blog ni.
Nak letak iklan pun tak pandai blog ni just biasa2 je ok.

Hmm...cukup dah kot bang Ben? 

p/s:  Kak Chik Ella dengan Abg.Mat Gebu jgn ketawakan kita ye..haha~

Dalam 10 Cakap 1 Nombor...Najeeb LIKE THIS

LOL! Really funny! Seriosly! The Real Malaysian Indian, i likee! Live in peace, hate the racist! The music was so catchy, the actors n actress was so cute in thier characters. I'm going to humming this song all day long...LOL! 1Malaysia spirits!

i'm back...hahaha..(poyo!)

Yeay! Finally...after about 3-4 weeks i haven't post any en3, so today, i'll story-mory sikit what i've been doing along that period (yg sampai x sempat2 nak updated en3...hehehehe!)
Last 3-4 weeks there's so many events and programs that i need to handle and organize. Why me? Actually i was posted under the Quality and Inovasion Management Units in my deparment. So, to maintaining our department's quality policies, we need to do some survelliance and qualification audits; which was also including a few NGO's and GLCs board. So, between the timeline, we need to do saverals programs and events to fulfill that needs. And, me as the "multiporposed" ...(not multitask k..ia berbeza..k!), need to manage the technically parts, settled the presentation slides, managing the audio/video crews, collaborating with the PA systems guys..and so on. Aparts than that, i also need to care on the promotionals matters; designing the posters, montage clips for opening..etc..etc..etc..

So, yang arif kak chik ella, itu sahaja hujah saya bagi menjelaskan kehilangan en3 baru selama beberapa minggu ni..hahaha~!

Haa....plans & tasks for the next 3 weeks. (alasan lagi untuk culas menghapdet blog ni);
15-16 Nov : Documentations on audit reports (kemungkinan masih berada di depan PC/ boleh update sket2)
17 Nov : Raya mode...hahaha...makan2 kat umah org...X balik kampung :-(
18 - 22 Nov : Preparing for next internal audit workshop
23 - 16 Nov : Outstation-Pangkor (teambuilding courses and off to my bro's home at Lumut on that weekend)
29 Nov - 3 Dec : Planning, updating, n designing for the department's official web portal links.
6 - 10 Dec : Internal Audits of MS ISO (as a secretariat/auditors)
13 - 17 Dec : Outstations-Penang

Pack schedules kan? X apalah. nk buat mcmana , dah tugas n tanggungjawab kan...redha je.
Apahal cerita terkini boleh je check kat FB status saya, (search : Najeeb Abdullah ...kat fesbuk mat gebu ada friend list..hihihi~) no problem at all..

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Hapdet~~!'s been about 2-3 weeks i haven't posting any nu en3...
Past 2-3 weeks i was really bz with my tight schedule on end-year programs n events...outstation lagi.
So, masa utk online just untuk meng'hapdet accnt Facebook je..tu pun upload2 gmbr n update status.
Next 3 weeks...makin tambah bz..dgn audit, outstation, n kursus...hmmm...
Hari ni tpaksa amik MC...

Friday, October 29, 2010

i need a break.

'sigh...!' Just arrived at home by 2130hours. The outstation tasks was really challenging, but Alhamdulillah its went smoothly, yet...really exhausted. Another new experiences for me on how to deals with various types and attitudes of people. Luckly all of them was really then i'll become more professionalistas....hihihi~!
Hmm..just before leaving the headquaters, mr.boss has told me that please be at the office tomorrow morning, no excuse, even we're just finished our over timing, i'm just nooded 'OK'...but the truth is, i'm really need a break, i'm really not feeling well. A bit of dizzy.

*muka sembab+exhausted+dizzy2 lalat*

Arrived at home, starts to unpack all the things (but some still in my luggage coz i've already sort it for all the outstations task...jimat masa packing! hihi). Banyak giler baju2 kotor this week..x sempat nak basuh, usually i'll wash them twice a week, but this dobi lah jawabnya!...lagipun sekali dgn baju2 yg nak di'dry-clean'kan. Then bermula lah sesi memanjakan diri...mandi sepuas2 hati, dgn body n facial scrub, cuci n conditioning my new cut hair (new trimming after the incident!), manicures n pedicures....all by myself, tak payah nak pegi spa..hahaha! May be some will assuming that i'm really pampered, but the truth is, tak salahkan memanjakan diri sendiri selepas penat n letih mencari rezeki. Kadang2 some of my friends pelik n annoyed with my over-maintainance..hmm..lantaklah..memang pun each month i'll spending some of my income with all the stuff..coz i really need it, bukan membazir pun kan. OKlah...beta nak beradu dulu..see ya~!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

ku kaku di sini...

That's all that i'm really feel right now.
No 3G reception, no WiFi, just an internal internet connection yang sangat 'lembs'...
No Facebook, No Youtube, NOTHING interesting, just Google web, Yahoo pun Yahoo!Mail je...YMessegers Xboley~ Arggggggggghhhhhhhh!

This short entry was taking about 1 hours to saved & uploaded!!!! What the funny~~~

p/s : Err...kalau x kerana tgh outstation skrg ni,...i'm not going here...anymore..sorry!

Monday, October 25, 2010

Malam Pertama..ehem~

Malam pertama?..ehem2...psst..pssttt...MJ..hehehehe...!
Ni bukan mlm pertama yang 'ittew' mlm pertama yg smua akan lalui, x kira muda @ tua.
Just for sharing, this post yg ditag di fB seorang sahabat bernama Arni Suhaila. Renung2kan, dan selamat beramal~~ewah!


Satu hal sebagai bahan renungan Kita...

Tuk merenungkan indahnya malam pertama
Tapi bukan malam penuh kenikmatan duniawi semata
Bukan malam pertama masuk ke peraduan Adam Dan Hawa

Justeru malam pertama perkawinan kita dengan Sang Maut
Sebuah malam yang meninggalkan isak tangis sanak saudara

Hari itu... mempelai sangat dimanjakan
Mandipun...harus dimandikan
Seluruh badan Kita terbuka....
Tak ada sehelai benangpun menutupinya. .
Tak ada sedikitpun rasa malu...
Seluruh badan digosok dan dibersihkan
Kotoran dari lubang hidung dan anus dikeluarkan
Bahkan lubang-lubang itupun ditutupi kapas putih...

Itulah sosok Kita....
Itulah jasad Kita waktu itu

Setelah dimandikan.. ,
Kitapun dipakaikan gaun cantik berwarna putih
Kain itu ...jarang orang memakainya..
Karena sangat terkenal bernama Kafan
Wangian ditaburkan kebaju Kita...
Bahagian kepala.., badan. .., dan kaki diikatkan
Tataplah.... tataplah. ..itulah wajah Kita
Keranda pelaminan... langsung disiapkan
Pengantin bersanding sendirian...

Mempelai diarak keliling kampung yang dihadiri tetangga
Menuju istana keabadian sebagai simbol asal usul
Kita diiringi langkah longlai seluruh keluarga
Serta rasa haru para handai taulan
Gamelan syahdu bersyairkan adzan dan kalimah Dzikir
Akad nikahnya bacaan talkin....
Berwalikan liang lahat..
Saksi-saksinya nisan-nisan. . yang telah tiba duluan
Siraman air mawar.. pengantar akhir kerinduan
Dan akhirnya.... tiba masa pengantin..
Menunggu dan ditinggal sendirian,
Tuk mempertanggungjawab kan seluruh langkah kehidupan

Malam pertama yang indah atau meresahkan..
Ditemani rayap-rayap dan cacing tanah
Di kamar bertilamkan tanah..

Dan ketika 7 langkah telah pergi.....
Sang Malaikat lalu bertanya.

Kita tak tahu apakah akan memperoleh Nikmat Kubur...
Ataukah Kita akan memperoleh Siksa Kubur.....?
Kita tak tahu...Dan tak seorangpun yang tahu....'s Monday-blues..Think It POSITIVE way~'s Monday, again! Hehehe..i'm sure that most of us was really hated this Monday-blues feeling. After haved the relaxing weekend, sometimes it's hard to change our 'mode' to working mode...
It's same here...before this, my Monday is like the worst day in a week..(previous entry).
So...apa kata starting from today, kita tukar 'mode' blues tu kepada something yg lebih POSITIVE!

Last week, sempat2 jugak la melapangkan masa ke Library office to look after some books (yeah~i'm a bit bookworm, not a nerd..k!) and dalam masa yang sama pulangkan buku2 yang dah agak lama dipinjam. hihi!
So, this is something that i want to share with all of you; from Positive Thinking by Susan Quilliam ; "Ten Tips for a Positive Lifes".

1. Most negative thoughts are based on a misinterpretation of the situation. If you feel negative, look around the situation. Are the facts on which you base your pessimism correct? Are you really judging other people accurately? Are you imagining the worst, with no actual reason for doing so? Try to shift your attitude to a more positive one.

2. Keep a daily thought diary. In it, note down key thoughts, with the circumstances that created them. For example, if you felt irritated at work, think about why and make a note of it. Think about your emotional reaction. It should help you learn which situations provoke a negative or positive reaction. Regularly re-read your diary to trace your thought patterns and gauge whether you are becoming more positive.

3. Alter your mental images. By exploring and developing your mental representations you can feel much better about yourself and life. For example, if you're feeling resentful towards your partner, imagine him as a small child who needs a hug. If you feel threatened by a colleague, imagine her in a silly hat. If the weather's awful, imagine a sunny day.

4. One way to achieve long-term positivity is to ask why you are thinking negatively. Are you frightened of what might happen in life - scared of being cut dead by friends, losing your job, splitting up with your partner? The answer is to face the fear, imagining what you would do and how you would cope if these things happened. Once you've faced up to your worst fear, it will automatically feel less scary and you'll be more able to cope.

5. Using constructive language can turn your negative thoughts around. Be aware of your words. Instead of thinking 'I can't', tell yourself how you can. Instead of saying, 'I regret' say, 'next time I will'. Instead of 'this is awful' tell yourself what opportunities there are in the situation.

6. Learn to handle strong negative emotions. If you feel bad, don't bottle it up or push it down. Instead, work off the bad feeling with physical exercise. Calm yourself by relaxing and focusing on calming thoughts. Talk through your feelings with a friend or a professional counsellor.

7. Optimists take credit for the good things that happen, while putting the bad things down to coincidence, circumstance or mistake. Although you need to take responsibility for what goes on in your life - if something goes wrong, don't take all the blame. Focus on your successes and recognise your contribution to things that turn out well.

8. You won't feel positive if you spend most of your time doing things you hate. If you are in the wrong job, change it. If you are in the wrong relationship, move on. Make time each day to do activities you enjoy and to indulge yourself.

9. Don't let a tiny problem escalate into disaster. Immediately stop the downward spiral by injecting some positivity into the situation. Do something small that you know will succeed - such as a small specific task that you've done many times and that you know you are not going to fail at - this can be anything from making a cup of tea, writing an email or tidying a file. Let this sense of achievement boost you to take another, bigger step to success.

10. Research suggests that the more meaning you see in life, the easier you will find it to be positive. This doesn't necessarily mean having a religious faith - but it does mean having a sense that there is a plan, a point, a purpose to life. Spend time thinking about why you are here in this world - and then let that sense of purpose guide you.

p/s : So, bak kata Puteri....hidup cuma sekali...sooo..kiter enjoyyys!! caring (Life is Wonderful)

"It's nothing. Regarding to my previous entry on this matter,...i've decided, soon after get the permissions &  blessings from my dearie family (dear sis, dear bros, & of course...dear mom & dad)..i'll sent off this 'gift' for registration.

I knew, it's really hard for them to accept this decision, but for me, i really wanted to do this as a human being, my feels will be more calm if i'm doing this, giving this 'gift' to those who really need this. Sharing the beauty of life with all the human. And who knows, may be one day, other people will do the same to any of my family...rite?

p/s : thanks to one of my friend, which gives me the inspiration last weekend by watching together the "Seven Pounds" di saat aku begitu memerlukan.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

ini blog saya...kan?

When I'm talking about my new world...blogging, a few of my collegues were stare at me with synical looks, hehehe...dalam hati mesti nak cakap "eleh..sume ko nak buat..~!" hihihi...! 
But at last, bila aku dah start mengakses dan memfollow citer2 yg best (off office hour..k), unik..sikit2 ada yg mula jenguk PC aku. Hmm...pastu mula la memberi kritikan dan kritisan yg best utk aku upgrade.
- kenape lah blog ko ni macam playground jer,,kalerful semacam jek..tapi xde la sesak sgt mata nk baca..
jwpn aku : ke kak? ni a bit of colour blind kdg2 ala2 telebey plak mengadjust kaler2 font & text...lagipun senang saya nak baca sendiri2 kak..other than that, it shows the real me..kan life is full of colours?? hihi!

- Kenape blog2 lain ade iklan2 nuffnang la..adsense ko xde ke? sebab ko x glamer eh? hihi!
jwpn aku : tulis blog bukan nak glamer kak...kan ke sharing is caring. Xde la kak, sebenarnya saya baru je nak blajo2 tulis blog ni, setting2 dia pun baru blajo, nanti2 dah menuntut ngan blogger2 yg power mcm Ben Ashaari ke Mat Gebu ke, sy letak la iklan sket2...tu pun kalau ada org yg nak baca la kak..hihihi~!

- Apasal citer2 ko mcm syok sendiri je...citer pasal diri sendiri..ade ke org kesah? 
jwpn aku : ( agak pedas sket aku pun jawab agak noty2 sket) Lorrr..akak ni...kan ke saya dah kata saya saje je nak tulis2, kongsi2, ada saya kesah ke orang nak baca ke tak..kalau ada yg baca n suka n follow tu..alhamdulillah least takde la saya keja dok membebel dengan akak je...hihihi~!

p/s : "hmmm..klu ko free2, cilok la resepi2 best kat belog (dia sebut camtu) yg gambar mangkuk tingkat biru tu.." erk...tu kena tanya abang Mat Gebu dulu~

Friday, October 22, 2010

Mati Yang Diketahui!

This entry was actually an forwarded email that i've received just after the Friday prayer.
Renung2kan...dan selamat beramal...ewah~!!!

Jom apa kata sekali sekala kita baca juga informasi yang penting juga la. Mana la tau kot² boleh menimbulkan keinsafan.:).

Tali gantung yang diimport ini diperbuat dari jenis jut yang paling bagus dan dibalut dengan kulit lembut supaya tidak mencederakan kulit banduan yang akan digantung.
Setiap satu berharga di antara RM4,000 satu hingga RM5,000. Tali gantung ini semasa diterima daripada ejen pembekalnya akan diuji ketahanannya dengan menggantungkan patung seberat lebih 90 kilo selama 72 jam.
Setiap tali gantung ini mempunyai nombor siri dan ia diklasifikasikan sebagai senjata dan disimpan di dalam peti besi.
'Setiap tali gantung kita terima ada perkiraannya. Kita tak boleh poie terus dan pasang, ada cara-cara yang kita kena ikut. Kita ada empat jenis tali dan kita pilih mengikut berat banduan,' jelas Samuel.
Di antara ciri utama tali gantung ialah tembaga pembunuh yang berfungsi untuk mematahkan tengkok banduan.

Di Penjara Kajang umpamanya banduan yang dijatuhi hukuman gantung dikenali sebagai banduan akhir dan ditempatkan di Blok Abadi sehingga hukuman dilaksanakan.
Mereka ini menghabiskan hampir 23 jam sehari sendirian di sel mereka dan hanya boleh meninggalkan sel atas kelulusan pegawai yang bertugas.
Banduan akhir mungkin terpaksa menunggu bertahun-tahun sehingga habis keseluruhan proses rayuan yang membabitkan Mahkamah Rayuan, Mahkamah Persekutuan dan Jemaah Pengampunan Negeri.
Sekiranya rayuan kepada Badan Pengampunan ini juga ditolak, Mahkamah Persekutuan akan mengeluarkan waran untuk melaksanakan hukuman di mana di dalam waran itu akan disebut nama banduan, nombor kad pengenalannya serta masa hukuman akan dijalankan iaitu di antara 5.30 pagi hingga 6.30 pagi.
'Kita diberi satu jam untuk laksanakan hukuman. Untuk banduan beragama Islam biasanya kita akan jalankan hukuman gantung ini pada hari Jumaat, selepas solat subuh. Bagi yang bukan Islam, waktunya lebih kurang sama, cuma harinya boleh berbeza,' kata Samuel.
Selepas waran dikeluarkan, banduan akhir akan dibawa berjumpa dengan pengarah penjara yang akan memaklumkan tentang pelaksanaan hukuman gantung selepas segala proses rayuan terakhir ditolak.
'Biasanya banduan akhir ini akan tahu apabila dia dibawa keluar dengan tangan bergari dan ada kawalan ketat, dia tahu keesokan harinya sesuatu yang buruk akan berlaku (dia akan digantung),' kata Samuel.
Semasa banduan akhir berada di bilik pengarah ini, kaum keluarganya yang biasanya sudah dimaklumkan seminggu lebih awal sudah menunggu di luar penjara untuk 'perjumpaan terakhir.'
Lazimnya suasana dan pilu akan menyelubungi setiap perjumpaan terakhir ini.
Banduan juga diberi pilihan untuk 'hidangan terakhir' bernilai RM7.50.

Menurut Samuel, kebanyakan banduan akhir yang menjalani hukuman gantung 'poie dengan rela' setelah menunggu begitu lama untuk hukuman dilaksanakan.
'Mereka yang rajin sembahyang, tak kira agama, menunggu dengan tenang dan sudah bersedia. Ada beberapa orang sahaja yang menjadi agresif sehingga ke saat-saat terakhir.
' Ada sesetengah banduan puas hati dan beritahu saya nasib mereka lebih baik dari saya kerana mereka tahu bila mereka akan mati. Bila kita buka pintu untuk bawa mereka keluar ke bilik gantung, ada yang salam dengan kita dan ucap terima kasih. Mereka kata mereka dah tak tahan lagi menunggu,' katanya.
Di hari mereka diberitahu hukuman gantung akan dijalankan, mereka akan meminta pena dan kertas untuk nota terakhir.
'Jangan ikut tabiat buruk ayah' antara kata-kata terakhir seorang banduan untuk anak-anaknya, yang masih Samuel ingat.
Banduan juga boleh memilih pakaian apa yang hendak dipakainya pada hari hukuman.
'Ada banduan beragama Islam hanya mahu pakai kemeja T dan seluar sembahyangnya. Ada yang memilih kot dan tali leher. Ada yang pakai kasut berharga RM300. Mati penuh gaya . Banduan itu kata dengan jenaka,' cerita Samuel.
Hukuman gantung pula hanya dijalankan selepas semua pihak termasuk pengarah dan doktor berpuas hati dengan keadaan banduan pada hari hukuman akan dilaksanakan.

Pintu perangkap di bilik gantung di mana banduan akhir berdiri akan secara automatik renggang sepenuhnya bila 'gear' ditarik.
Di bawah lantai pintu perangkap ada ruang kosong dengan ketinggian 5.18 meter.
Bunyi pintu perangkap yang terbuka dengan kuatnya memecah kesunyian suasana penjara.
Menurut Samuel, proses menggantung dari masa banduan dibawa keluar dari bilik menanti ke bilik gantung dan pengarah memberi isyarat kepada tukang gantung untuk menarik 'gear' yang akan antaranya membuka pintu perangkap hanya mengambil masa kira-kira 15 saat.
Semuanya perlu dibuat dengan lancar dan menurut Samuel, kematian berlaku dalam masa di antara 30 saat hingga satu minit dan banduan akan diturunkan dan diletak di atas troli selepas setengah jam dibiar tergantung.
'Saya sering mengingatkan pembantu-pembantu saya supaya menghormati jenazah kerana dia sudah menjalani hukuman.. Kalau kita hormat pada dia, semuanya tak ada masalah.
'Bagi saya pula, kebiasaannya saya akan pandang muka jenazah ini dan letakkan tangan saya di atas dadanya. Ini petua yang diberi oleh bos-bos saya dulu,' kata Samuel.
Menjalankan tugas khas ini memberikan banyak keinsafan kepada Samuel. Beliau menasihatkan ibu bapa supaya memupuk nilai-nilai murni kepada anak-anak mereka untuk mengelak mereka terjerumus melakukan jenayah.
'Segala-galanya bermula dari keluarga. Kalau keluarga tak kawal, lingkup. Dadah, umpamanya, kalau seorang dalam keluarga jadi penagih, satu keluarga akan terjejas,' katanya sambil menjelaskan bahawa kebanyakan kes hukuman gantung adalah berkaitan dengan dadah.'s unBLOCKED~!

"Yeay~!" Suddently aku terjerit kuat2 plak..and all my collegues at this office was looked at me with pandangan yang ala2 blur..hihi~!
Bukan apa, tiba2 je hari ni akses ke laman muka buku aka Facebook telah di unBLOCK oleh server office kitorang. Hmm....tau pun. It's not about the mengular buang masa menghadap Facebook ni, sbb sometimes, we just need the space utk berhubung dengan our fBies, other than via emails or texting.

Mcm aku jugak la...skrg ni most of my working hour was in front of the PC (yeay~PC baru..hihihi~), so, dalam tgh2 bZ buat keja tu, boleh gak la singgah2 kat FB tu, updated2 or komen2 sket, blogwalking ke...sambil2 je pun kan..bukan menghadap pun.

Before this, all the access to the social page was BLOCKED coz there's some incidents; salah gunakan kemudahan tu, so, the servers terus  BLOCKED tanpa sepatah dua kata. May be sekarang ni dah unBLOKED sebab my office pun dah ada Facebook Account...(hihi..! diorg suruh ADD & LIKE..tapi..nanti FB is just for personal matters, tak mau campur hal2 office..bahaya!).  :-)