Sunday, October 30, 2011

Tuesday, October 25, 2011


Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't

p/s : feeling2 Beyonce pula petang2 begini.. =)


a never ending journey... 
of life itself... 
tiresome... lonely... 
lost in believes... 
but... it teaches me more about the life I am facing everyday...

when we want something... 
but... we don’t need it... 
then it’s a waste of time & effort...
when we need something... 
but... we don’t want it...
then its worth more than life itself...


patience is virtue... 
but... can we survive it...?
love is complicated... 
but... when we make it difficult...  

understanding is the key...
understand for what we need...
...and what we want.
That's a huge diffrences.

without it... we will be perished by our own faiths... 
- Najeeb Abdullah

Monday, October 24, 2011


....this play list keep repeating and rotating since this morning.. non-stop!

#mood : jiwang~ <3


hahahaha... gotcha!!

main stalk2 yea...?!!
hehe.... this is my dear lovely lil'sis, Fyda.
i dunno what's she doing here.
and this is her simple blog :

love u sis... muachhh!

Saturday, October 22, 2011


Pass 3 days i've suffered from my toothache and last Friday i've decided to take a medical leave and go to the nearest dental clinic. Luckily, not far from my home, there's one of the govt. health clinic that also provided the dental check-up and operation - Klinik Kesihatan Precint 9.

So, after nearly being and 'angry-bird' (because i'm almost one of the early-bird to arrived there! hehehe).. that's my turn to do the check-up.
And the consultation session going like this:

me : Salam, morning doc.
dentist : morning, W'salam. Yup.. What's the matter?
me : ?? to check-up? my tooth and my gums were too sore for past 3 days.
dentist : Ok..lean down and open up ur mouth.
me : aaaaa <-- nganga besaq dah
dentist : oowh.. your gum was seriously swelled, and there's new growth of molar tooths (geraham) , 2 bars.
me : seriously?
dentist : have you ever pull or once broken your tooth?
me : nope, never, since i was a kid, i just met the dentist a few times, to whitens and to patch for some spoiled tooth.
dentist : now i've seen your problems.
- your teeth was TOO TAKEN CARE, so no any teeth that will to drop,
- in that case, your teeth become more crowded; we called it 'crowding-teeth';
- so, that all your new tooth can't grow up well, and at the same time it'll hurts your gums and your existed tooth.

me: so, the solution??
dentist : for this time being, i'll just give you some pain-killers and antibiotics, but if this getting worse by a week, please come here again, and i'll assign for some gum sugery, so that your newly molar teeth will grow-up easily.
me : WHAT?? SURGERY???
dentist : yup, and one more thing, for the long term effort, i'd suggested you to get some orthodontic-plan, wear the braces to re-built your crowding teeth. That's the better for you right now.
me : gulp!! seriously??
dentist : SERIOUSLY! It's about 1-2 years depends on your teeth conditions right now.
me : i'm dead! hahaha! thanks.

That serious! That's why i didn't like dentist so much... hahaha! They always make me shock.

Surgery is OK (OK~lah~~)

But, BRACES? OMG! I can't imagine how i'd might look like with the 'gigi besi' on my face.
hahaha.. seriously.. Even the braces now becoming 'in' and trendy, but for me, NO..NO..NO..
That's too much dicipline to commit with that 'thing'..

scary...isn't it? hahahah!

or i'll just need to hide it, under this Ronald McD's smile??? haha!

Any suggestion(s)?
- i need to know; the cheapest orthodontic plan around Putrajaya/Bangi/Kajang area.
- is there any govt plan for this treatment?

Thursday, October 20, 2011

How Rich Are You?

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to
the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people

They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be
considered a very poor family. 
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, 
"How was the trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
 "So, tell me, what you learned from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
* I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
* We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
* We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
* Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
* We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go
beyond our sight.
* We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.

* We buy our food, but they grow theirs.

* We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to
protect them.
The boy's father was speechless.
Then his son added, 
“Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."
 Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would
happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of
worrying about what we don't have
Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your family and friends!