Friday, December 30, 2011

New Year 2012


..alamak... tahun ni tak sempat nak buat new year poster...kekangan masa lapang katanya... hehehe!
So, this is my daily pocket organizer, wrote up some notes for all of you my friends.

p/s : ignored tulisan comot itu... hahaha! ♥

... "May this new year bring many opportunities to your way,
to explore every joy of life
& may your resolutions for the days ahead stay firm,
turning all your dreams into reality
and all your efforts into great achievements.

Like birds, let us,
leave behind what we dont need to carry,
GRUDGES SADNESS PAIN FEAR and REGRETS.
Life is beautiful, Enjoy it."

Happy New Year, to you, and your beloved ♥ ones!

XOXO

Najeeb Edward Abdullah

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Ya Allah, Aku Jatuh Cinta!





Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta, 

cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang 

melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, 

agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaimu 



Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta, 

jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak 

melebihi cintaku pada-Mu, 



Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati, 

izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang 

yang hatinya tertaut pada-MU, 

agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta semu. 



Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati, 

jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak 

berpaling dari hati-Mu. 



Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu, 

rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang 

merindui syahid di jalan-Mu. 



Ya Allah, jika aku rindu, 

jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku 

merindukan syurga-Mu. 



Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, 

janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat 

di sepertiga malam terakhirmu. 



Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu, 

jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang 

menyeru manusia kepada-Mu. 



Ya Allah, jika kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-mu, 

jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehinggah melupakan aku 

pada cinta hakiki 

dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu. 



Ya Allah Engkau mengetahui bahwa hati-hati ini telah berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu, 

telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu, 

telah bersatu dalam dakwa-Mu, 

telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu. 



Kukuhkanlah Ya Allah ikatannya. 

kekalkanlah cintanya. 

Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya. 

Penuhilah hati-hati ini 

Dengan Nur-Mu yang tiada pernah pudar. 



Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami 

dengan limpahan keimanan kepada-Mu dan keindahan 

bertawakal di jalan-Mu 



( Syed Qutb )





Friday, December 23, 2011

My 100s Truths


WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Mineral Water

2. Last phone call: My Elder Sister

3. Last text message: "Morning, da bangun?" from my bB

4. Last song you listened to: "Wanita" - piano version by DeHearty

5. Last time you cried: Don't remember..haha!

6. Last movie watched: "Despicable Me" - with all the nephews

7. Last extravagant thing bought: 212 Men by Carolina Herrera - loved the scents!



HAVE YOU EVER:

8. Dated someone twice: MANY TIMES (u mean the same person, right?)

9. Been cheated on: MANY TIMES (what goes around comes around kan? haha!)

10. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope.

11. Lost someone special: FEW TIMES OREDI, YES.. (part of growing up i hate most)

12. Been depressed: Not at this moment.

13. Been dumped: NORMAL, no regrets.



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

14. All Red

15. All Green

16. All Blue



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

17. Made a new friend: LOTS (credits to FB)

18. Fallen out of love: YES! I'am!

19. Laughed until you cried: Yup! With all clixs

20. Met someone who changed you: YES, lots of change! Positive ways!

21. Found out who your true friends were: YES...!

22. Found out someone was talking about you: YES (dont-care-much)

23. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Always! VIRTUAL KISSES ALL DA TIME :*



GENERAL:

24. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 75% (am a picky Virgoan)

25. What food do you eat too much of: RICE! Gemoks already!

26. Do you have any pets: Fishy-fishy! The Guppies!

27. Do you want to change your name: NEVER

28. What did you do for your last birthday: Hanging around with my BFFs

29. What were you doing at midnight last night: Layan all the nephews tengok movie & Playstation!!

30. Name something you CANNOT wait for: AKU TERIMA NIKAH....bla..bla..bla! HAHA!

31. Last time you saw your Mother: LAST AWAL MUHARRAM...

32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: NONE ~ IMPERFECTION IS PERFECT.

33. Most visited webpage: FB, YOUTUBE, blogs!

34. When did you last dance in the shower: i don't! haha!

35. Movie you could watch more than once: all cartoons/animation! haha!

36. What makes you happy most: FAMILY IN GOOD HEALTH (Aminnn..!)

37. Name someone with the same birthday as you: my family's doctor's son.. erk.. haha!

38. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows: MOST WEEKEND MORNINGS!

39. Ever sang in front of a large audience: MY PASSION & PART TIME JOBS lah! SINCE 7 YEARS OLD (stage fright is not in my veins, haha berlagaknyaaa!)

40. What was your favorite toy as a child: colour pencil, crayons, water colour, drawing blocks!

41. What do you do on a Sunday night: WISHING THAT THE NEXT DAY IS NOT WORKING DAY (but?? haha!)

42. What's something that really annoys you: CONSTANTLY WHINING PEOPLE

43. Do you have a crush on someone: USED TO.NOT ANYMORE.

44: What do you like about yourself: I care for myself, physically & mentally!

45. Have any bad habits: Over-hygenic?? hehe!

46. What time did you wake up today: 7.30AM

47. Nicknames: Najeeb, Ajeeb, Citam (it's actually Pak Itam for my nephews, kids!!)...and Baby? hahaha!

48. Relationship: SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE!

49. Zodiac Sign: VIRGO...crafty one maybe!

50. Piercings: Nope!

51. Tattoos: Hmm...sincerely, used to had one. Removed already.. Zaman2 jahilliah! Astaghfirullah~



FIRST:

52. Date: PROPER ONE? Next Week. GOOFY ONE? 10 YEARS OLD. (haha!)

53. Kiss: Newborn me?

54. Crush: ONE OF MY PRIMARY SCHOOLMATES? haha!

55. Best Friend: MY CURRENT BFFs! Since Pre-School (6 y.o!)

56. Vacation: Malacca - 5 y.o.

57. Sport joined: Volleyball/Athletics...hahaha!



RIGHT NOW:

58. What is on your desktop wallpaper: Transformers 3 Theme!

59. What are you listening to right now: For The Rest Of My Life & Barakallah - Maher's! Haha!

60. What's getting on your nerves right now: I ♥ Her, she loves me? she loves me not? OMG!

61. Place you'd rather be right now: Coffee House! kinda starve!

62. What kind of hairstyle do you have: SHORT, with remos, 70s style, with golden brown highlighted.

63. What food are you craving for: MCDONALD'S Ayam Goreng Spicy, Medium set, air tukar Milo...erk!!



FUTURE:

64. Want kids? : POSITIVE

65. Get married? : YES (scared shit but yes!)

66. Career? : GOT more chances to do my experties in arts!



WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX:

67. Lips or eyes: EYES

68. Hugs or kisses: BOTH PLEASE

69. Shorter or taller: NOT TALLER THAN ME!

70. Older or Younger: SIMILAR OR YOUNGER

71. Romantic or spontaneous: ROMANTIC

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: STOMACH

73. Sensitive or loud: LOUD

74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIP

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: BOTH...haha!



HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: NEVER

77. Drank hard liquor: Alcoholic, yes...NEVER NOW..Thanks Allah.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: ALWAYS

79. Played strip poker: YES (and survived decently, phew..)

80. Broken someone's heart: UNINTENTIONALLY (sorry..)

81. Turned someone down: MANY TIMES (sorryyyyyyyyyy...)

82. Fallen for a friend: YES (past tense so case closed)

83. Cried until you fell asleep: YES, menyesal for my past wrongs.

84. Been arrested: NOT YET.

85. Had sex on first date: NO, NO, NO.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: I BELIEVE I CAN FLY! Haha!

87. Miracles: VERY

88. Love at first sight: YES

89. Heaven: DEFINITELY

90. Kiss on the first date: USED TO

91. "If you love somebody let it free": SOMETIMES.

92. Karma: YES (telling from bad experience, hehe)



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than 1 girlfriend at a time: Nope. I'm too busy to commits more than a person.. hehe!

94. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: YES, 1% POSSIBILITY.

95. Did you sing today: YES, and ALWAYS!

96. Ever cheated on somebody: YES (no further comment..haha!)

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: BETTER TO ACCEPT FATE AS IT IS.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: MY BIRTHDAY...surprise tiramisu!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: TRUTH BE TOLD, YES.

100. Posting this as 100 truths: DONE.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Al - Fatihah - Adik An-Nisa (Hope2Walk)

Assalamualaikum,

Al-Fatihah buat adik An-Nisa yang telah pergi menghadap 
Sang Pencipta, Allah SWT.
Takziah buat keluarga Encik Affendi aka RonasinaKartunis, semoga saudara tabah dan kuat, demi seorang lagi bidadari syurga kamu,
adik AnNur..

For those readers, kempen Hope2Walk masih berjalan, jom kita!





Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Une soirée à Paris

"An Evening In Paris.." 
..in my photo/graphic editing & manipulation world, all dreams may come true... including this pic, i wish that some other time, or years from now on...i'm really being photograph in front of the Eiffel Tower...my dream city.

Loneliness


Lonely trek of woodland trail,
Lonely mist in haze o’ dawn,
Lonely spies the bird of prey
In lonely circles all astray.

Lonely do these thoughts me make
That draw my blood of precious life;
Replace with stream of flowing pain
To bless my veins with coursing strife.

Lonely years are now my friends,
Lonely cries bereft of sound,
Lonely tears that cool my face
In lonely life of sullen pace.
 
as the sunlight slowly faded away
the city lights flickered on, one by one,
illuminating everything on the outside
and casting a shadow on the inside;

as time slowly ticked past,
the darkness inched closer and closer
spreading its shadows across the land,
my inner self comes alive,
Lonely...no more.

Because Of You

"..because of you, i never stray too far from the sidewalk.."

Hold On

"...Hold on buddy!!.. It's just a rain.."

Monday, December 19, 2011

Love is...



How i felt right now.
This is me most of the time at night, I make sure the phone’s like right next to my ear 
so I don’t miss any call or messages..hehe. 
Gives me a smile each time~

Friday, December 16, 2011

Bless This Angels - Hope2Walk Campaign

Just wanted to share this campaign for one of my friend - RonasinaKartunis a.k.a Mr.Mohd Affandi Bin Ramli.
It's true that i'm didn't knew his personally, but i do care about his 2 little angels, An-Nur & Annisa.



Don't want to talk much, the campaign details are as below;

" Hope 2 Walk was launched to raise funds to cover the medical expenses of two sisters, An-Nur and Annisa, who suffer from Cerebral Palsy and Mitochondrial Disease."

"This fund is meant to bring Annisa and An-Nu to Erkang Hospital in Beijing, China where they will be able to receive treatment, physiotherapy and intense rehabilitation." 
For further information please visit http://www.hfind.net/

"Afterwards, Annisa and An-Nur will go to a school for children with Cerebral Palsy in the United Kingdom where they will receive special education."
Targeted sum : RM 500,000
Targeted date : February 2012

This FB Page and blog are run by volunteers and all contributions can be made directly to An-Nur & Annisa’s parents.

If you wish to contribute to Annisa and An-Nur’s medical and educational expenses, your contributions can be made to the following account:

Maybank
MohdAffandi bin Ramli (father)
Account number : 1561 1400 1424

Bank Islam
Cik Annisa binti Mohd Affandi
account number : 14 229 02 001975 2

Standard Chartered (mother)
Raja Rohaisham binti Raja Muhaiddin
Account number : 39 919 49 92754

For any further information, please contact:

FAIZAL RIDUAN - 012 212 4414
NASHITA MD NOOR - 013 209 6373
ZUMRAH HUSNI -013-2031355


email : Hope2walk@gmail.com